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Peter Straub was born in Milwaukee, Wisconsin on 2 March,
1943, the first of three sons of a salesman and a nurse. The salesman
wanted him to become an athlete, the nurse thought he would do well as
either a doctor or a Lutheran minister, but all he wanted to do was to
learn to read.
When kindergarten turned out to be a stupefyingly banal disappointment
devoted to cutting animal shapes out of heavy colored paper, he took matters
into his own hands and taught himself to read by memorizing his comic
books and reciting them over and over to other neighborhood children on
the front steps until he could recognize the words. Therefore, when he
finally got to first grade to find everyone else laboring over the imbecile
adventures of Dick, Jane and Spot (“See Spot run. See, see, see,”),
he ransacked the library in search of pirates, soldiers, detectives, spies,
criminals, and other colorful souls, Soon he had earned a reputation as
an ace storyteller, in demand around campfires and in back yards on summer
evenings.
This career as the John Buchan to the first grade was interrupted by
a collision between himself and an automobile which resulted in a classic
near-death experience, many broken bones, surgical operations, a year
out of school, a lengthy tenure in a wheelchair, and certain emotional
quirks. Once back on his feet, he quickly acquired a severe stutter which
plagued him into his twenties and now and then still puts in a nostalgic
appearance, usually to the amusement of telephone operators and shop clerks.
Because he had learned prematurely that the world was dangerous, he was
jumpy, restless, hugely garrulous in spite of his stutter, physically
uncomfortable and, at least until he began writing horror three decades
later, prone to nightmares. Books took him out of himself, so he read
even more than earlier, a youthful habit immeasurably valuable to any
writer. And his storytelling, for in spite of everything he was still
a sociable child with a lot of friends, took a turn toward the dark and
the garish, toward the ghoulish and the violent. He found his first “effect”
when he discovered that he could make this kind of thing funny.
As if scripted, the rest of life followed. He went on scholarship to
Milwaukee Country Day School and was the darling of his English teachers.
He discovered Thomas Wolfe and Jack Kerouac, patron saints of wounded
and self-conscious adolescence, and also, blessedly, jazz music, which
spoke of utterance beyond any constraint: passion and liberation in the
form of speech on the far side of the verbal border. The alto saxophone
player Paul Desmond, speaking in the voice of a witty and inspired angel,
epitomized ideal expressiveness, Our boy still had no idea why inspired
speech spoke best when it spoke in code, the simultaneous terror and ecstasy
of his ancient trauma, as well as its lifelong (so far, anyhow) legacy
of anger, being so deeply embedded in the self as to be imperceptible,
Did he behave badly, now and then? Did he wish to shock, annoy, disturb,
and provoke? Are you kidding? Did he also wish to excel, to keep panic
and uncertainty at arm's length by good old main force effort? Make a
guess. So here we have a pure but unsteady case of denial happily able
to maintain itself through merciless effort. Booted along by invisible
fears and horrors, this fellow was rewarded by wonderful grades and a
vague sense of a mysterious but transcendent wholeness available through
expression. He went to the University of Wisconsin and, after opening
his eyes to the various joys of Henry James, William Carlos Williams,
and the Texas blues-rocker Steve Miller, a great & joyous character
who lived across the street, passed through essentially unchanged to emerge
in 1965 with an honors degree in English, then an MA at Columbia a year
later. He thought actual writing was probably beyond him even though actual
writing was probably what he was best at - down crammed he many and many
a book, stirred by some, dutiful to the claims of others, and, more important
than any of this, educated by the writerly example of his dear, eternal
friend, the poet Ann Lauterbach.
Stuffed with books and opinions about books but out of money, he married
his beloved, Susan, took a job teaching English at his old school, now
renamed University School of Milwaukee, and enjoyed a minor but temporary
success as Mr. Chips-cum-jalapenos, largely due to the absolute freedom
given him by the administration and his affection for his students, who
faithfully followed him as he struck matches and led them into caves named
Lawrence, Forster, Brontë, Thackeray, etc., etc. On his off-hours,
he fell in love with poetry, especially John Ashbery's poetry, and wrote
imitations of same. Three years later, fearing to turn into a spiritless
& chalk-stained drudge, he went to Dublin, Ireland, to work on a Ph.D.,
secretly (a secret even to him) to start writing seriously.
Dublin, 1969-1972. His dissertation, a mess, devolved. He published poems
in poetry places, did readings with new friend Thomas Tessier who was
writing plays and poems, published two small books of poetry, Ishmael
and Open Air, and finally surrendered to psychic necessity and wrote a
novel, not at all a good novel, called Marriages, accepted by the first
publisher to whom it was, heart in mouth, sent. He moved to the larger
world of London.
London, 1972-1979, Ann Lauterbach lived on the other side of Belsize
Square; Thomas Tessier soon materialized, magnificently, as the Managing
Director of a publishing house. He wrote & wrote & sometime in
1974, in desperation and despair first gathered up his ancient fears and
turned them into fiction & by doing so saved his life. He and Ann
talked about poetry, the mysteries of everyday life and everything else;
he and Tessier talked about H.P. Lovecraft, No Orchids for Miss Blandish,
and everything else, including the horror movies shown at the Kilburn
Odeon. His writing improved. He and Susan bought a house on Hillfield
Avenue in Crouch End, N8, and begat their first child, Benjamin, born
during the writing of Ghost Story.
In 1979 he returned to America, living first in Westport, Connecticut,
where Emma Straub was born, then in New York City, where he and his family
inhabit a brownstone on the Upper West Side. He continues to enjoy the
crucial friendships of Ann Lauterbach, Thom Tessier, and several others,
mainly writers and jazz musicians. At some point he became conscious of
the central issues of his life, which recognition made it impossible to
cast them into the patterns, however imaginative, of horror literature,
as least as conventionally regarded. Horror itself, on the other hand,
has not abandoned him, nor can it ever, a matter for which he feels the
deepest gratitude. He is a member of HWA, MWA, PEN and the Adams Round
Table, and though he is without “hobbies,” remains intensely
interested in jazz, as well as opera and other forms of classical music. |
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